Too many things transpire in my mind between times where I take the minutes to build a testament. Now, I want to write about many things: the importance of learning horticulture for our future, the need to be a gentle yet strong advocate for a worldly nation-- sexually abused and wounded, and the need to be vigilant in philosophy and optimism.
I guess I'll need to narrow my scope, lest i be left to aimless rambling.
I think the Age we are coming to is the age of Identity- where what changes is what we allow to define us. To ascertain our true identity, we (the collective that Truly live) must become bold and outspoken about what is now seen as delicate and hidden treasures. We musn't be quiet and gentle so as not to break them- rather with skill deliver them to power in wholeness and fullness.
Like the sunlight just coming keenly above the horizon at sunrise, or where the keen edge of a blade is between nothingness or a solid molecule-- so is the truth we hold: powerful to divide and reveal the nature of things. I think my mind is drawn to the inexpressible because that is often where my spirit dwells- beyond the facts that try to un-prove my dream, but fall utterly short. In my dream I feel the destiny of the Days which are coming when people will be fully themselves- at peace. My optimism is that there WILL be peace.
Despite the mountains of debt- be they financial or emotional- there will be a straight path to a Kingdom rich in life. The shadow of the curse will be pushed beyond its walls, and healing will be in the footsteps of those that dwell in its ramparts. I speak of truth beyond faery-tale... of power deeper than the Old Magic of Narnia. This world I speak of is in the re-creating. It's been birthed in the Foundations of the earth- not the plates around the planet core, but in every molecule changed by the Economy of Mercy. Those Foundations make up the very nature and limit of our ability and determine how strong a molecular bond is. My Brothers and Sisters- God's Song will resonate in my bones, and it won't be kept silent. Let the fountain of ever living water run through you- let your lifeblood scream of God's Love. Willingly let it be spilt' if need to Pay some debt of the curse arise- and only then will you do greater things than He who made it possible.
My destiny is to let it be known that my World has been touched, in cosmic and molecular ways, by the Creator to redeem what was once given away.
All things are created by God with destiny- and so will come to their beauty in perfect timing. Dreams and mysterious things will be revealed. The consummation of Life's desire will be attended by all of creation. So God is leading me to speak a new Language to herald the change that comes also in my heart. It's the rising up of my true Self in flesh that's becoming new.It's like I see a coloring book where only small parts are colored in...but only those parts that are colored in are really real, and the rest has to catch up.
My friend asked me- "What does that look like in you?" and I said, "I can see a tangible Kingdom. I can see it all around me. One where everyone has a seat. And when they sit in that seat, all around it glows. But it takes everyone in creation to sit in their seat to get rid of the darkness."
God seems to be directing my desire towards growing a garden. He wants to show me how the fruits of life come naturally- not by lifting the nutrients out of the ground and stuffing them into a tree. It's a personal analogy that rings true to the ear of my heart, being that I hear God telling me it's spring time. It's time for me to grow and define what kind of fruit bearing tree I'm going to be.
God's healing comes in the Tree of Life which bears every kind of fruit. God is saying to me that there's supposed to be a place where the Gifts of God's love meet and marry with the Fruits of God's love. That said, I feel like the one thing that touches every part of a being is Sex- and as a Nation, America has been blatantly sexually abused. By being aroused too early in Godly desires, by faux promise in worldly treasure, we are then ashamed in the abandonment a weak response. I know that God does not awaken Love until it's time to prepare for its fulfillment.
The day is coming when God will not leave us aroused by a fleeting affection, but be Intimate and Consummate with His treatment of our hearts. He wants to show us who He truly is.
That said, we should take a personal stand for those who have been used and abused. People who have been hungry for love all their life shouldn't be chagrined for falling to lesser things. They should be befriended- defended- their captors apprehended. This society is much like a desert- devoid of life giving substances. Shaming just dries the lovelorn throat more- making them thirsty and speechless.
My life is finding new destiny in loving where there is little loved. I want to see gardens spring up from once Desert grounds. I'm finding my seat in Heavenly places. Let's retake the Kingdom of the Earth.
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